Flight 2:41

I don't know how else to express it. A couple days ago, at exactly 2:41 AM, Kody took his last flight. He had severe trauma to his cervical cord after a severe accident and an emergency operation didn't really solve it. I'd like to give more details but I just can't. Thank to a good friend, I now have to face it. Lots of peple around, pretending to be ok with this. This is what they just do; pretend and hold it in. I've just let go of this all, A great thank to Tangie in a personnal e-mail, you allowed me to realiaze how deep it hurts, not to talk to him and be understood, not to feel his warm voice, the touch of his hands on me. Barely two months ago he got married to his boyfriend with whom he already lived more then 30 years, I can feel his BF pain and so does he with mine. He leaves a family of YFs behind, I know how they fell. I spent the last two days with his first son, his wife and newborn boy, I must say, Kody was great. I need to stop, I just can't anymore. love Gamin.