Re: Hi, Gamin

I don't think that nobody needs to be impressed by my achievements. I never felt it to be so extraordinary. I learned something I love to do, and am good at. It's like a passion, I remember my first CFI explaining that it's always easy when you love what you do. The first thing is to listen, not only with your ears but with your brain engaged. Then to never be affraid to ask if something is unclear. Every body tells me I can feel my bird (no pun intended) then my brain process what to do when it deosn't feel right, then next comes the questionning as to why it doesn't feel right. It's like a musician most feel the music, the rythm comes naturally. I was in flight school to learn HOW TO operate the different instruments, to navigate the airliner. I still have 3 years to wait to be Captain, meanwhile I'm very satisfied to be first officer. Everything was fine untill Kody's accident and I admit it went cloudy for a while, I was lucky to work (study)for a company that has very passionnate and understanding people. They gave me the time I needed without any pressure to get over it and back on track. Plus at the academy I made a bunch of friends, mostly guys my own age. We keep in touch. Am I happy? Yes, it could be better without the loss. Yes I'm into a relationship with a guy a littleo lder then me, it's different, seems like I need to get used to the idea. Travelling helps me see different people, and weird as it may sound different cultures within my own country. I call and see myself as a gay youth (late teen) you have no clue how different it feels from east to west. Being 18 now, legal to enter bars mostly gay bars, I used every opportunity to visit them in different provinces, out west the youths aren't very welcomed, but in the eastern provinces I was cruised by about every one in there. I'm comfortable being gay, and I'm comfortable being promiscuous. Love Gamin